"Half of life is fucking up the other half is dealing with it."~Henry Rollins
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Name: a
Country: United States
State: North Dakota
Metro: Fargo
Gender: Male


Interests: music such as Life Of Agony, the Rollins Band,Black Flag,old skool Metallica,Anthrax,Suicidal Tendancies,Infectious Grooves,Clutch,Down,White Zombie,Machine Head,Slayer,Hatebreed,Jimmy Eat World,Kansas,U2,Goo Goo Dolls,Soulfly,Sepultura,the Gorilla Biscuts,CIV,Avail,Rocket From the Crypt,Dead Kennedy's,Faith No More,36 crazyfists,Pantera,Atmosphere,Black Sabbath,Duke Ellington,John Coltrain,Dzzy Gillipse,Sonny Rollins,Thelonus Monk,Herbie Hancock,Billie Holiday,Ella Fitzgereld,Louis Armstrong,Robert Johnson,BB King,Muddy Waters,Stevie Ray Vaughn,Allman Brothers, Slipknot,Mudvayne,Killswitch Engage,the Doobie Brothers, fuck i could go on and on and on creating music, playing music, NECKTIE SUICIDE (my family..love you guys),my friends, country roads, starz in the sky, writing, eating things im not supposed to,computers, anything that smells like lilacs or jasmine,tulips, star wars, comic books ,hockey its so violent, writing on things im not suppozed to. SNOWBOARDING
Expertise: being an asshole, telling people to go fuck themselves in so many ways, not giving a shit, giving massages, being a dork/nerd/geek, giving too much, letting people walk on me, pissing people off, driving, being a great friend. doing laundry, being forgotten about.
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 4/24/2004

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

its been awhile


my life on trial again
you cant ever keep me down
I keep fighting till all faults are overcame
Its not only me, others have stood before
the writing is on the wall.
who i am supposed to be?
like you?
like him?
who knows, but who really cares
thats all I can be.
shout it out.
I am me.
where the fuck are we?
who really cares?
does it matter?
I cant see straight
from deep inside
another wound re-opened
with each kiss.
years flash back
after the reminiscent kiss.
do you get it?
do you understand?
so easy to comprehend.





Thursday, February 23, 2006

sugarcoated cereal is bad

its too bad if you dont like the way i say it. 
a translator is needed i spose, to smooth over and gloss up the facts.
speaking what all of you are thinking, when you dont have the balls to be so matter of fact.
rarely mincing my words.
why try to disguise the true feelings seething underneath,
complacency is just rationalization,
the minds way of giving in.
forever playing the asshole.
while im off on this endeavour, address a better way for you to express.
to have someone pestering, the consistent aggravation.
a sick type of association where refusal only makes it worse,
say how you feel.
so there is no hidden agenda,
a false smile. an undeserving friend.
dont drag it out for awhile.
get it over with.


Monday, February 13, 2006

birthdays and such

im 29 today


Monday, November 07, 2005



Look its me and Dez (Devil Driver ex Coal Chamber) he has a Necktie Suicide CD and he asked for it!!!



i kinda miss being a mascot. i was chuck e. cheeze for almost 2 years.



AHHHHHH GWAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  no its not real blood, it just looks like it, i got to watch Dick Cheney George Bush Micheal Jackson and Sharon Osbourne die at the hands of GWAR! ive never laughed so hard in my life. what an experiance, if you have never seen the band GWAR you gotta, check em out.


look its dick cheney.


and now he has no head.



its so much fun. thanks Ryknow for hookin me up with tickets and backstage passes. extra thanks for Jarret for hanging out with me and showing me how much fun gwar is. it made me forget about my back for a little while.


Thursday, November 03, 2005



This is Gambit. Say hi Gambit..." what the hell are you looking at?"

the most lovable dog in the world. unless of course any one mean is around.



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